different one :P
I just realized i only post when i’m pissed off so i’m going to try writing in a good mood this time haha. Well, technically i’m never in a good mood but i’m feeling more lively at least. :) i just want to put down in words that i don’t want to be hateful or stand offish or cold towards people. It’s just sometimes i can’t help it. I’m trying to change; i really am. It’s hard.i’m grateful for the people who’ve stood by me through it all though. I’ve not made very made close friends… Or…. Idk… Relationships i guess, throughout the years but there are people who pushed past all my bullshit and stuck by me. I’m really happy now they did. I wouldn’t be able to get through anything without them. And also, i love them although at this point in my life i can’t say that out loud. Maybe someday soon.
